“…Only once had I ever contemplated suicide. This was what to do to prevent being captured alive: when Biafran soldiers reached Ore in the West and strong rumors had it that some of the Ojeshas , who traditionally were members of NCNC, tended to see the war as political……upon learning that I …embarked on some reversal measures , and felt if the reversal measures failed, then I had to be a man rather than be a prisoner to be paraded by Biafrans.”
My Watch Vol 1 by Olusegun Obasanjo
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